I was a victim in my childhood.
This is a fact of reality.
I was abused, shamed, blamed and mistreated for being who I am, and for needing what I needed.
This turned into neurosis, self sabotage and coping in my adulthood.
It also turned into deep shame and guilt that kept me trapped in the idea that I was fundamentally messed up for a long, long time.
I was conditioned to believe that my anger, sadness, rage, blaming and idea that I had been abused/victimized was ‘unspiritual’ and ‘immature’ - that I needed to ‘choose love’ in order to be truly wise and mature.
And I call bullshit.
Today I want to share with you everything I’ve learned about TRUE love, TRUE healing and what the ‘vibrational scale’ actually means for us as humans.
You were a victim in your childhood too. Your shame, guilt and self hate are not your fault. You’re ways of coping and self sabotage are not things that are ‘wrong’ with you. Your anxiety, depression, sadness, anger and fear are not illnesses - they are SYMPTOMS of needs you have that have long been left unmet.
There is so much more to you than your pain, but your pain is not your fault and it needs to be processed so that you can grow THROUGH it. Not transcend it. Not get rid of it. Not heal.
You are worthy of love as you are right now, let me tell you how I let myself go to the depths of my pain to find the roots of my power.
So you can too.