Do you ever get the feeling that you're not 'doing your life right?'
That no matter what you pursue in your career, in your relationships, in your finances, with your body - you ALWAYS feel like it should be 'different' or 'better' - but you're not clear on HOW it should be different or what 'better' would actually look like?
Do you constantly feel like no matter how hard you try, you can't find that 'thing' you feel you need to find that will finally give you that sense of purpose and meaning you've been looking for, maybe for as long as you can remember?
Do you ever feel like no matter what you accomplish, no matter what you achieve and no matter how much validation you get - it never feels like enough?
Do you find yourself constantly thinking you must be missing something because life just doesn't feel how you think it SHOULD feel if you were doing the 'right' thing?
Do you lose yourself in overwhelm trying to figure out what would be right - leading to a state of shut-down and inaction?
Do you notice that you often feel like those around you just don't GET IT - and like you need to be proving yourself all the time?
Do you feel like your actions and contributions aren't ever enough? Like you need to do better and be more 'perfect' in your actions - otherwise you feel like it's all pointless?
Do you find that you can't be authentic in your relationships due to the fact that you're working too hard to figure out what the other person/people thinks/feels/values/approves of/doesn't approve of? Like you must be in a constant state of self manipulation to try to be pleasing - but at the end of the day even this leaves you feeling hollow and lonely?
If so, you're not alone.
Today we're going to dive deep into why so many of us feel this deep sense of emptiness in life, this deep sense of disappointment and unfulfillment, and why we continually feel like it's because WE aren't doing something right.
We're going to look at the ROOTS of this, where it comes from, why it exists and what we can start to do to work towards feeling like we have more purpose and direction in life. How we can work towards discovering who we really are and what we really want, and how we can start to soothe this part of self that is searching for a love it never got, so we can find a life path that truly feels good.
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Getting off of the self improvement path and onto the self love path is hard.
Because everywhere we look in society, we are TRAINED to be in a perpetual state of self improvement.
We're trained to be in a perpetual state of feeling like we aren't enough, like our pain is a reflection of something being 'wrong' with us, like if we are failing to live up to the expectations of those around us that this means that we are flawed, broken and messed up and we're trained to CONSTANTLY feel like we are lacking something - because this is what keeps our society functioning how it functions.
Learning to understand WHY we have the habits we have, why we self sabotage, scapegoat and numb, why we can't seem to 'get it together' in our relationships, health and careers, why we have emotions, why our thoughts don't seem to help us move forward and why we struggle so much to be nice to ourselves is a MASSIVE key to building a life that actually works for us.
Learning where we don't need fixing, healing or changing, but rather where we need SUPPORT, self awareness and tools to help us EXPRESS and GROW is even harder work.
Knowing how and when to actually implement the tools I share, and learning how to use these tools on a regular basis is hard.
Learning to understand our emotions and how to question our thoughts and perception is hard.
All the information you can find here IS the information - but figuring out exactly how to apply it - that's the difficult part.
Enter, The Aliyah Mystery School.
I've made a comprehensive video for you all about the school and you can check that out in the post below.
Check Out The Mystery School Here
This path isn't for everyone, but if it's for you, you may find it really supports you in ways that nothing else has!
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