I have the most unbelievable story for you today.
If it hadn't happened to me, I am not sure I would believe it - in fact, I am still in a place where I'm not quite sure I'm convinced that all I just went through is real.
If you've been around here for a while - you know that I've been chronically ill my whole life.
You know how hard I've worked and how much I've struggled with my health - having pain every single time I've eaten anything for my entire existence, chronic digestive issues, allergies and many other seemingly unrelated clusters of symptoms that I've had to learn how to manage, treat and med on my own due to the lack of medical support I've received.
You may have been concerned about me, wondering if perhaps I am struggling with my mental health and that the reason I look how I do is due to intentional action to starve.
Well, today I am going to tell you the story of how I was FINALLY diagnosed with the the ACTUAL problem I've been living with for 35 years, how it was missed by so many doctors and practitioners over the years, what finally led to my diagnosis, and the life changing surgery I just got that will hopefully be the biggest turning point in my entire life.
I want to share this today, in the hopes that it will inspire anyone out there who is struggling with ANY kind of chronic condition to never give up on yourself.
I want to share this today to offer validation for all who are being misunderstood in your pain, being projected onto, being told that your pain is in your head or that you are the cause of your pain.
I want to share today, so that you know that you're not alone, and you know that you are WORTH advocating for - even if that means having to be your own advocate.
Chronic illness is hard, undiagnosed chronic illness is harder, chronic illness that others blame you for is unbearable.
So let's join together today to get loved up, and reminded that miracles can and do occur, if we are willing to keep being on our own side.
The episode of Mystery Diagnosis - starts at 23 minutes - but I had this my whole life not acutely:
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Hi Ali,
I truly hope this is the turn around for you.
I was not aware of just how much you were going through. It is incredible that you were able to find the strength and make such commitment to others though your personal hell.
It takes great courage to share that depth of life experience. Well done you. You are a genuine inspiration to the world.
I shall light a candle and ask divinity to help you in making steady, positive recovery going forward.
Love and blessings fellow child of God.
I appreciate this comment and the love so much. I am also holding you in my heart, that you would get all the love and support you need in your life <3 Sending you so much love.